Ready or Not

I'm going.
Kicking and screaming.
But I'm going.

The countdown has begun. Only about eight more hours until I move back to Raleigh for my Junior year at Meredith.

Egads, where has the time gone?

I think I have blocked out parts of sophmore year. I refuse to remember most of the bad times, while attempting to retain all the good times. All of this remembering is leaving me nervous and uncertain about how this year will be. I always go in the year with high expectations, but why do I have this gut feeling that this is going to be a horrible year?

It's all a mind game, I realize this, but I am tired of mind games. Everything I have worked so hard for these past two years I am questioning. I don't know if I am at the right school, if I am in the right major, if I am where I want to be in my life at all.

My life now is so very different from the life I pictured myself living when I was a little girl. Things are so...uncertain.

And how many of my friends are getting married? So far I have been, or will be, a bridesmaid in...three weddings? What is this? Some kind of epidemic? If it is, I wouldn't mind catching it. I'll admit that all of my friends getting hitched really makes me want to get married. Granted, I am in no rush at all. (I have always been the slower one.) But in all this uncertainty, a little stability would be a nice change.

Later on this morning I will be moving into my new dorm, with my new roommate, with a new start. Even though I don't want an new start, I liked the old one just fine.

I'm going
Kicking and screaming.
But I'm going.

Oh My.

Well. I'm here.

I have finally finished unpacking and moving in. Many thanks to Liz and Rose for all their help. :)

It took us a lot longer to get on the road today than we had originally planned. We slept in late, and then I couldn't find one of my textbooks, then one of the cell phones went missing. For about an hour and half there it was total chaos.

The drive down wasn't too bad either. Dad rode with me instead of Mom, which made a world of difference. That left Libby and Mom to ride together. Worked out quite nicely, I'd say. Traffic wasn't bad, the whole trip didn't seem to take all that long.

Unpacking seemed pretty easy. With a lot of help from Rose and Liz. :D Mom tried to put everything away for me and get everything unpacked. Dad and Libby pretty much put a halt to that. :P

Got my car decal and a new camcard. I swear, I hate our campus police, they are obnoxious.

Had a really good patty melt at Cloo's with the fam & co. We parted ways there. I came up to the room alone and started getting everything put away until Michelle dropped by. Spent a good chunk of time with her.

The dinning hall has changed so much. They finally remodeled! *does a happy dance* I swear, it looks wonderful now. Hopefully the food will have improved. I can see me spending a lot more time in there now on the weekends. (Like I didn't spend a lot of time there anyway.)

Onto the roommate situation. We have finally met! In case I have failed to mention, her name is Salem. (I'll try to keep the witchhunting to a minimum. :P) She seems really nice, she is definetly one of the more 'active' roommates I've had. She goes out a whole lot and seems pretty party-party. This year is going to be interesting. :/ However, I really like her from first impressions. Lets hope she feels likewise, I'm sure I wasn't what she was expecting. But then again, I'm pretty far from what anyone would expect. ;)

I can already tell that this is going to be a fun week. XD